Saying I’m a lucky girl would be an understatement.
I’d dreamed of NYC my whole life, and now my eight weeks of idealism is coming to an end.
Now, it’s back to Austin, back to the boyfriend, back to UT…back to Texas’ heat and writing papers and babysitting and the chill college life.
No complaints here, for sure; it’s just a little bit exciting to think that after I graduate in three semesters, if I can get a job up here, I can come back. Because I want to. Because I’ve seen that I’d love it. And this knowledge is more valuable to me than anything right now!
SIDE NOTE ON KNOWLEDGE:
I’d say I’ve had a knowledge-filled life; I definitely received nice one-on-one attention at Woodson, my parents showed my brother and I around the country each summer, and I now get to be educated with fellow Longhorns. It wasn’t until recently, though, like, in the last year and a half, that something inside of me clicked on what knowledge is all about.
I was always familiar with typing up notes on subjects, memorizing facts for tests, thinking that cramming “important” info into my head was how I was going to learn. This method got me through 14 years of schooling, but it’s sad that the following hadn’t occurred to me until recently: the insane amount of love put into a hug from your grandma, the sleepless nights your dad puts in at work, the conversation you and your boss have about facebook networking, the moments you actually stop and think about how much your brain is doing right this second, watching your best friend get through airport security for the first time by herself…all of this is education.
Anytime we learn, appreciate, love, grow, we are truly learning and living. Experience and opportunities – no matter how mundane or routine or simple – are part of this amazing and beautiful web that makes us up.
I could’ve spent my summer lounging around my parents’ pool or taking Spanish II at ACC. Yes, I am BEYOND glad that I was here instead, but here’s the neat thing, the point of my rambling, the tiny little speck of awesomeness I hope you get from this: Wherever I was and whatever I was doing, I would have been blown away, due to the opening of my eyes that has caused me to find inspiration in so much.
BACK TO NYC GOODNESS:
Until my days of true adulthood and even until my days back in weird ol’ ATX, I’m going to soak up this week like crazy.
-got to see the Harry Potter cast at the red carpet premiere event last week
-got to celebrate my bro’s 18th in dc with my fam this weekend
-met, alice in wonderland statue, dreamer showcase, and hanging with woodson’s own ashleigh stevens tomorrow
-moma on tuesday
-meeting the editor of allue and closing ceremonies on wednesday
-last work day, where we’ll send the august issue to the printer, on friday
-fly into dallas on saturday
Thank you, lovely people, for your thoughts and cards and reading and care and support.
Thank you, family, in so many ways, for allowing this.
Thank you, Dream Careers, for creating a program that changes lives.
Thank you, NYC, for being so dang kewl.
❤